Posted by Higbey (Post 211670)

A lot of people ask me why I have this demon persona. Why I separate myself from humans.
I have a universal view.

For some reason or another, be it the rare brain disorder thats been shown that my brain doesn't wire up the same, the way I was raised, my interest in science and my introversion, my personality, my genes, or any combination of the above, I'm not like a human.

I've baffled psychologists, had my parents be advised to take me to a more advanced "mental institute" (luckily they refused)
And said and thought things that most people find extreme.

I hate human nature, I feel it was wrong that humans progressed to this level, that they misused their trait of advanced intelligence and manipulation. I feel most government systems corrupt or ineffective, and so flawed they are beyond help. I find the most efficient things are the most heartless things..

I feel we destroy this world, like we are a mistake, that makes more mistakes, until all of human history is filled with big mistakes and misuse.

I find myself an outsider.

Someone sees a house centipede and they kill it, destroy it for being trapped in this unearthly thing we made where its home was, so much so it's modern habitat is our homes now.

I capture and release the house centipede, understanding its role in nature, it beneficially preying on spiders and bugs in your home that can do damage.

I say the wolves and mountain lions and bears should have been preserved as they hunt deer and maintain the food web.
The people a long time ago already chose to shoot nearly all of them for accidents that were caused by people being idiots and not understanding nature.

Im not a human. I will never be like one, my brain is different, for better or worse.

I see this world in a way few will see it. The people believe that humans will die in a apocalypse. I believe that apocalypse has been steadily gotten worse and worse ever since homo sapiens originated.

So here is the truth.

I see the world through science. I see this world as flawed by us.. I see ourselves as doing the impossible and learning and doing and understanding all these things.. Only for select few realizing what this progress Is doing.. Has done..

All of humans will die, but not without scarring the planet and taking thousands of species out with us.

inb4 tldr

Posted by Imprint (Post 212026)

Get over yourself holy ****.

Posted by Imprint (Post 212159)

This is an entire thread about how you're different from everyone else. That's great, fine I have no problem with you doing that, but when you create a long winded thread about how you're so far from society that you can't relate to people at all you come off as self absorbed.

Posted by Imprint (Post 212159)

This is an entire thread about how you're different from everyone else. That's great, fine I have no problem with you doing that, but when you create a long winded thread about how you're so far from society that you can't relate to people at all you come off as self absorbed.

Posted by Higbey (Post 212171)

but i do have problems relating with others. so much so i feel like i dont belong like this, like i was supposed to be what most people would define as a mythical spirit... a demon...

Posted by Higbey (Post 212171)

but i do have problems relating with others. so much so i feel like i dont belong like this, like i was supposed to be what most people would define as a mythical spirit... a demon...

Posted by Zero02 (Post 212163)

Actually, That post is hypocritical itself...so...yeah is not so different from us.