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11-27-2015 06:34 PM |
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Posted by Fysez
(Post 637355)
I don't personally feel its that big a deal. I had a reputation to keep, and I kept it for a very long time.
It was entertaining, the same reason people play games, and I had fun.
None of you have to trust me, I don't even play Graal anymore.
But you also left out the fact that I photoshopped pictures too, just an FYI
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It is a big deal to many; the reason you don't think it's a big deal is because you are bored with the lie, not because you realize how others' expectations & belief in what you say & do has an impact on the way their energy is processed in your communication. It is then destroyed by your coming out of the darkness whenever you feel like it; it's a carousel of abuse, even though you found it amusing & your gender isn't particularly so relevant … It's the nature of lying & coming clean that has an inherent impact of pain on others when they have to keep reviving their perception of you.
That's the difference, and that is why you lied in the first place—because you don't understand; I used to be a big liar due to my sexual orientation until I realized over 10 years ago that I couldn't do it anymore—and that the way I was toying with other people's minds & heart was a violation of their trust/expectation—which I had no right to do.
It doesn't matter how trivial I felt it was at the time, amusing, or entertaining to me personally—reality isn't about entertaining my darkside selfishly as much as it is living & loving. You believe your life is all about your right to entertain yourself with your own power, but that doesn't mean that because someone crosses your path that they signed up to be tricked/fooled & amused by a trickster.
From what I see, because you are cute, you will probably encounter a ton of fools who find you attractive & therefore will not tell you the truth about lying; instead, they will entertain your trickery, dismiss it, & flatter you. But you could learn something from this
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