My Apologies
 

Every once in a while, I like to reflect on decisions I have made in the past, and because of this I felt the need to apologize to certain people but mostly to all of you. Bear with me on this because it is a rare occasion that I ever admit mistakes.

As most have noticed, I have been inactive from iEra in favor of real life end of summer activities (beach, girls, etc), also playing iClassic wanting to meet new people and working for Delteria. Also, my cousin just moved to my state from Hawaii so I have been showing him around helping him get set up for school.

Now, with all this going on, I haven't exactly been in touch with iEra and what was going on. I had vocally claimed I disliked how the server was going with all these updates that no way relate to the server. Apparently my opinion went very noticed and eventually players started following suit saying how crappy the server was etc etc. I had never intended for this to happen in all reality, I just speak my mind. Recently, snk messaged me why I hate iEra, and baisically we had a long talk about what I don't like that is going on. He explained some things to me that cancelled out some of my points, but still left others in the air.

But within my break from iEra I have realized one of my biggest mistakes was the post on here about Loki. That was something highly immature on my part and should have been a private matter in which I emailed Snk or even forum messaged Snake or Kane. Honestly I have no idea why I made it public, I always liked the fact I could stir up a crowd with what I say and how I say it. Which is what happened and led Loki to quit for a period. For that I am deeply sorry to Loki for my actions and how they affected him. I am also sorry to all of you, for putting that information in your heads that in all honestly, you didn't need to know about. I know Loki doesn't have a forum account, but if any of you have his email, or would tell him to check this I would be most appreciative.

Secondly I would like to apologize to Snk, and really all of the staff. I realize some of the things that I have said has really been trash talk on all of your hard work. My opinion on the server should stick to it's theme remains unchanged, however I should not be calling your work trash. I would hate for someone to look at my graphics and just say it's crap, so again I apologize for looking down on the hard work you all put in.

Third, I would like to apologize to my friends. A lot have quit because they share the same views as me, but maybe they will come back one day. What I am saying sorry for however, is not being the guy I used to be. I notice I have changed, and most of it is because of real life situations I have been put in/taking a part of recently. I found my real life friends to be more valuable than my pixel ones, which is NOT true. Both, real and pixel friends, have played a major role in my life. I know I used to be there more to listen to all of your problems, and just be the guy that could make you smile when you were sad or pissed (hint my name jester), but I just ignore people now. I am sorry, and I plan on fixing this.

Lastly, I would like to apologize to everyone else. Really, I come on here and talk all this big talk, and I realize most of you look up to me in some way, or find me to be some sort of "famous" be it my pixel art, my legacy in era, or just my personality, but sometimes I allow this to get to my head and treat all of you like crap. Of course it hasn't happened recently with my inactivity, but it has happened in the past and I am sorry for it. I am just a normal kid like the rest of you. I go to school, I eat food, I sleep in a bed, I wear clothing, I have a family, all like you guys. You all backed me up in the Ken, Recurvez ordeal, and I appreciate that and respect you all for it. I do realize that I do have a big say in iEra and the player base simply because I am friends with staff and I have that label "famous", and I really don't want to kill your guys' trust in that. So again, I am sorry.


If you bothered reading all that, congrats you've witnessed the first or second time I have actually apologized for my actions. Whatever I do for the server or outside of it, I do it for you guys. I learned to make graphics so you guys could enjoy it. That is why I value your opinions so much when I do work.

If there is something else you guys feel I need to apologize for, lemmie know. Your opinions actually do mean a lot.

~JesterLapse

Well done :)

I feel like I should do something like this, but I don't really have time to type something long and emotionally powerful. Thanks for taking the time for something I can't do

-Applaud-. Must give moar rep b4 giving to Jstr agun :O
I hope that what you typed can be put into action.

I accept your apology

Jester has time.

Good god, It's rare to see people actually apologize for their actions. I don't really know you too well but I repped you just because you were so kind to take your time and apologize to everyone. hallelujah

tl:dr

jk

respect

Impressive. You're alright, Jester.

i accept your apology man.
But i have to ask, Why did you suddenly block me?

Normal kids wear clothes?

jk, that was a very well done apology.

10/10 would read again

Thanks everyone. Just needed to get it off my chest. And NJC you kept pming me while everyone else spams me and I got annoyed especially when you started following me lol.

And despite the good I try to do, there's always the ones that still hate. Oh well, I've done what I could to try and make things right.

Hired for what? lol

No idea. I work on delteria....

you are Great nice person.

I could rep, unfortunely i have to spread more rep. Sorry Jester :(

i'm drinking johnnie walker right now, don't bother me please.

Well said Good Work,
I'd give you Rep but i can't. :(

I'll give it a month before he goes to the same crap I don't believe apology letters

I accept your apology but you really should of seen the state Loki was in.

You obvioulsy don't understand that I NEVER apologize. So when I do, you know I mean it. And it's been about 2-3 months since the acts that I am apologizing for occured.

I know. I was PM'ing him the night I made the thread.

If you had time to type that you sure as hell aint at the beach.

Jk

Apology accepted <3

cool coz i didn't know about it until a month after it had happened and he still wouldn't budge when i tried to make him feel better

btw on your delteria info thing in your signature when it says "these are the ONLY sights that...." sights needs to be sites

Apology accepted.

apolo ono

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So sticking this thread.

oh wow, thank you. Will fix when I get on pc

<33

It only took 10 minutes to type up. I've always been a fast writer/typer :p

Oh wow lol

I don't understand why would sticky a thread about a guy apologising for being (what I can only assume) a **** for a while. This is a Graalonline Era forum: not a 'I done did bad, Pa!' forum....

(Note: I don't know what Jester did nor do I really care. I just question the point of having these stickied up the top)

Idk what you did, (I didn't read much of the post either, it's crazy long), and i dont know you aside from the occasional thing with jeni and all that, but if u took the time to type up that long of an apology, for whatever reason, you can't be that bad.

Why was this thread stickied? Seriously most people really don't care.

I don't get what I have to gain from apologizing so I don't see how this is sucking up. This just proves how sad the Graal community is. Someone feels bad for their actions and own up to it and say sorry for it, and they get looked down upon as a suck up. People aren't allowed to do good without being ridiculed for it. Honestly it's sad that you think that way. What am I gaining here? I have literally everything I need or want, but that's your opinion no matter how sad of thinking it may be.

I think the point is that chaotic stickied it when it's not something to be stickied and people are fed up with all the I apologize threads, and the fact that you didn't actually do anything really so the public apology thread wasnt even needed.

We've had our ups and downs, I think your pretty cool on occasions. :) and if it wasn't for me you and mixi would have been done, and Probibly lapse. I recall you saying you were going to throw your device in a river. So yeah. :)

I wish i knew you in graal...

Why do I miss EVERYTHING!

Anyways, great post.

He started the trend.

It was stickied for a short time, for people to see it.