Just some Stories.(Bullying and its Impact on me)
 

Yeah, this is a story of really my life...

This week in my school is Bully Awareness Week...To take a stand and step up against bullying...In school Monday, we had to write about a news report of a bullying case. We each had to choose a different bully case...And out of the 25 students in my class, at least 20 of them (not including mines) had a story where the person who was bullied killed themself...Yes.... As I said, we had a different story....And hearing each and one of those cases...I had a few tears rolling down my cheek...You see...When I was younger and started 1st grade, I was bullied...Yeah, the simple name calling and teasing...But as I progress up through the grades, the bulling got worse....I always tried to make friends and be social but everyone called me annoying in elementary school...I tried to play with them but they just avioded me....When we play team sports, nobody wanted me on their team... In 5th grade, I had my head banged on a table real hard....Because this dude and I argued...I was so weak during the time I couldn't even fight back...May be funny for some of you guys, but my hits were like hitting someone with a punch in Graal. Elementary was just so bad, but my god....Middle School....way worse than Elementary school.... Everyone in my school was ghetto....during then...I had my stuff stolen, my supplies broken, punched and kicked on so many times....And worst thing ever happen to me that still bring me horrible flashbacks....I was molested.....Yeah I was 12...and this 18 yr old....took down my pants and kept beating me....I had friends use me....Made fun of me and played me...Teachers always believed the bullier's side...Even got people saying,"I will kill you!' Even had basketballs thrown at my head on purpose....Sigh..Sorry this is hard to write.... So after middle school, high school came... 9th Grade was better...Still had a bit of problems with kids messing with me but not as bad as 8th grade...In 10th grade, I moved to a different state...So much better...Never been bullied down here...and got a few friends...But if theres one thing bulliers took from me...It was being social...Thats one thing I lost because now I'm afraid to socialize cause of what happend to me..And I'm so shy in school now up to this day...And I'm telling you guys this because you have to stay strong.... hearing all these kids killing themselves because they were bullied made me look at myself and what I went through...I was picked on guys...but I still maintain high grades at school...I was scared to come to school but I still forced myself to go...Also, just to let ya know...I discovered Graal in 2011...So shy to speak to new people on there up to this day...Graalians also made my life better...Don't have a lot of friends here though sadly...Maybe cause I don't speak or PM to people a lot... Bullying is the cause of that.... Stay strong and for those who are bullied in school, I tell you now...Just fight it cause in the long-run it will be better...Just take my story as inspiration and to fight it... It sucks...After all I been through, I'm suprised I'm still here...Well, staying positive is hard but trying..I thank you all for reading my story.

When someone is bullying me I kinda wish they would punch me so I could beat them up, so we would both get into trouble.. Not that it ever get into trouble and if I do slightly I feel bad af about it after.

Just man up. If you get offended by name calling you deserve to be bullied and if someone hits you hit them back or go cry to a teacher.

Man up? Mate, you don't understand what I went through. Name calling was the least of my worries...And I told you I couldn't fight back. Just because you could handle bullies doesn't mean I could. Tell man up to the hundreds of kids that killed themselves because of the same issue. As I said, teachers didn't do nothing and some even watched me getting beaten on. Bullying rarely happens to me now as I said since I moved to a new state and I just told this story to reflect my experiences.

Couldn't disagree more with this. Wtf.

Life's unfair, if you're killing yourself over a bully you're not going to go anywhere in your life anyway and probably drain the economy. Life's unfair- Deal with it.

Drain the economy?? My God, you have no soul. Sure life can be unfair, but I doubt giving anyone advice to Deal with it especially if they been bullied is not even helpful. Come on...Be for real or just stop posting.

Lmao...

Did you even read the post?

You're literally talking nonsense at this point.

I'm really sorry that happened to you, but if homeschooling or online schooling was a choice for you, I would have considered that instead of attending a school I would dread to go to everyday. I was picked on a little by a guy in middle school, but I stood up to him which ended us both getting in detention, but we made peace after. My school wasn't so bad compared to a lot of other schools I heard about.

You're strong. Regardless of what you may think, or what others may say. Enduring what you have, does take strength. Psychologically and emotionally, and arguably physical strength too. It's horrible what happened, but I'm a big believer in things happening for a reason. Now that these tragedies have ended, it's important for you, as well as anyone who's had any experience, to make sure this never happens to anyone else in the future. Now that you have this strength, and this indomitable amount of endurance, what do you think can be achieved with this? You've lost years of your youth; stolen by fear of hatred. But think: how much many good years are you able to create? For you, and for others. You could shape a generation. Something that will continually impact people, for years after you're gone. Isn't this what everyone deserves? Something more, something fulfilling. You have that God-given potential, now use it.

And if you're looking to make some new friends on here, you know where to find me.

Stay strong, it will soon pass.

Blueh, thanks so much! I will try to achieve and make a name for myself that everyone will remember...Writing about what happened in the past was real hard for me to do. Dimentio, I am. Really am trying. Bullying took away one thing I enjoyed having:speaking to new people.

I can't even start to imagine how horrible that experience was for you as I am lucky and have not been bullied at all in my life, but stay strong and you can always pm me if you would like to talk to someone. :)

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I did


It's my opinion.

I used to love talking to people and meeting them, but during early middle school -last summer grade I had social anxiety (on and off) because of a lot of issues, like death, overthinking, not being able to relate to anyone and a lot of other stuff.
There's a quote Anne Frank once said in one of her entries I think it goes like this: Deep down, the young are lonelier than the old. Social Anxiet can get crippling and I still get it every now and then, but no matter how much I socialize, it only goes away temporarily and comes back, it's really a nuisance and I'm sure one day we're all gonna make it, man.