Having a second chance would be good, but sadly you need to prove it... Everyone can read what you say, but they can't believe you.
I know it's up to snk/Coop if you could get hired again... But as much as I played Graal, I have know that " Fired once, Never Hired"
There are many other players that could fill your spot... I don't get what you are looking for, being hired again or just want players to forgive you? I'm not trying to offend you. I'm just curious...