-.- sure i am. You realize I've been thinking about what to do for weeks? Im not an asshole, it took me that long to decide, you think im an asshole because i didnt put "after a long time of consideration, i regretfully decided to..." or some crap like that, it did. Im cutting the post short, if you knew me irl, youd know ive been obsessing over it for a week. Im not choosing my gf like a pair of shoes, quite literally i wear my shoes until theyre rotten and broken, almost what i do in relationships. I have a girlfriend who i commit to unless i feel i cant anymore, and thats the case. My gf has also not talked to me in over a week and we ignore each other sometimes just out of lack of things to talk about. Dont call me an asshole, these decisions are hard and the last thing i need to think about is how to word it to an internet game forum.