Posted by xSupah*

Yeah, this is a story of really my life...

This week in my school is Bully Awareness Week...To take a stand and step up against bullying...In school Monday, we had to write about a news report of a bullying case. We each had to choose a different bully case...And out of the 25 students in my class, at least 20 of them (not including mines) had a story where the person who was bullied killed themself...Yes.... As I said, we had a different story....And hearing each and one of those cases...I had a few tears rolling down my cheek...You see...When I was younger and started 1st grade, I was bullied...Yeah, the simple name calling and teasing...But as I progress up through the grades, the bulling got worse....I always tried to make friends and be social but everyone called me annoying in elementary school...I tried to play with them but they just avioded me....When we play team sports, nobody wanted me on their team... In 5th grade, I had my head banged on a table real hard....Because this dude and I argued...I was so weak during the time I couldn't even fight back...May be funny for some of you guys, but my hits were like hitting someone with a punch in Graal. Elementary was just so bad, but my god....Middle School....way worse than Elementary school.... Everyone in my school was ghetto....during then...I had my stuff stolen, my supplies broken, punched and kicked on so many times....And worst thing ever happen to me that still bring me horrible flashbacks....I was molested.....Yeah I was 12...and this 18 yr old....took down my pants and kept beating me....I had friends use me....Made fun of me and played me...Teachers always believed the bullier's side...Even got people saying,"I will kill you!' Even had basketballs thrown at my head on purpose....Sigh..Sorry this is hard to write.... So after middle school, high school came... 9th Grade was better...Still had a bit of problems with kids messing with me but not as bad as 8th grade...In 10th grade, I moved to a different state...So much better...Never been bullied down here...and got a few friends...But if theres one thing bulliers took from me...It was being social...Thats one thing I lost because now I'm afraid to socialize cause of what happend to me..And I'm so shy in school now up to this day...And I'm telling you guys this because you have to stay strong.... hearing all these kids killing themselves because they were bullied made me look at myself and what I went through...I was picked on guys...but I still maintain high grades at school...I was scared to come to school but I still forced myself to go...Also, just to let ya know...I discovered Graal in 2011...So shy to speak to new people on there up to this day...Graalians also made my life better...Don't have a lot of friends here though sadly...Maybe cause I don't speak or PM to people a lot... Bullying is the cause of that.... Stay strong and for those who are bullied in school, I tell you now...Just fight it cause in the long-run it will be better...Just take my story as inspiration and to fight it... It sucks...After all I been through, I'm suprised I'm still here...Well, staying positive is hard but trying..I thank you all for reading my story.