I get what you have been through. I'm crying while I write this. I have been bullied and it is the worst thing. You feel hopeless and like a waste. I used to cry myself to sleep and think about suicide. I hurt me so much that I would hate God. It kills me to write this but I relate to you. I was made fun of, pushed around, never picked on for games, and had someone bend my gold cross. It was awful. I found graal at the time. It was my way of trying out if the world accepted who I am. It took awhile, but they did. I found that comebacks weren't the answer, but laughing at who's insulting you. When I was made fun of at my new school, I would laugh with them. People would ask why I was. I would say because they will be working for me, the nerd, the geek, the loser, the no one. It changed a lot in my life, and I don't regret a single moment.

I'm glad you are doing better. I hope it doesn't happen again. If it does, go through these steps:

1. Laugh at them
2. Remember that everything happens for a reason
3. If they lay even a finger on you, kick their ass

I can not express this any nicer:

gtfo