My sob stories? Do you even see me crying? And your right yep no one cares but I'm sharing it anyway. Problem? Then you know theres a lot more threads then this one.

As for all the others being 17 and an introvert isin't exactly what I want. I mean I know when I start college in the fall of this year I'm going have to speak up. Sure as Talon said yes its in my head but sadly that is how my mindset is. For all who said I'm annoying, I apologize but I just need to express how I feel because in all honestly it's annoying me myself how shy I get around people I never met.