for the past year ive been really depressed I think it began when my godfather passed away...

Its not just about him, I miss him but just during this past year I sometimes have been questionning things alot and start to feel like life is pointless, i stop beleiving in myself and it takes me a while to convince my self that things are fine
I thaught of taking my life but I am afraid of death because life is all I know.

My guild cheers me up sometimes but not as much as It used to....
Ive just felt I have nobody to talk to, I am not that kind of person that shows emotions and speaks much about what I am feeling , haven't cried in a year and I usualy have a conversation with myself...
My life is a mess atm and I dont know how to cheer myself nowadays its harder to just go to another world and be careless of whats happening in real life.

You see me around trolling the forums but I am gemini and we always have more than one side.


Therapy is not something I will do.
To my friends and family im their therapist.