I mean Southpark is so funny it's nearly religious, but you know that it's a comedy right? Yea, I do have tourettes. My nerves are always firing off all over my body, and most people look at me funny or tell me "to stop". They don't even care; so, yea, trying to be successful I've had to bottle up even more and more of my nerves to put up with this notion, so forgive me if cussing my guts out is a good release but it's better than picking up a machete especially since with the autism people grind on my nerves intentionally usually because they don't understand me right away

And when you start referring to my autistic traits as me being an egotistical washed up deadbeat loser, and then 15 other people join in—of course after months of putting up with this and then being argued & haggled to death in heated debates I just lose control

I've been active here again for months and a number of abusive comments directed at my personality have eventually pushed me to a place where I lost control; and I love Graal, I respect the people here and this place. I have a conscience