for the past year ive been really depressed I think it began when my godfather passed away...

Its not just about him, I miss him but just during this past year I sometimes have been questionning things alot and start to feel like life is pointless, i stop beleiving in myself and it takes me a while to convince my self that things are fine
I thaught of taking my life but I am afraid of death because life is all I know.

My guild cheers me up sometimes but not as much as It used to....
Ive just felt I have nobody to talk to, I am not that kind of person that shows emotions and speaks much about what I am feeling , haven't cried in a year and I usualy have a conversation with myself...
My life is a mess atm and I dont know how to cheer myself nowadays its harder to just go to another world and be careless of whats happening in real life.

You see me around trolling the forums but I am gemini and we always have more than one side.


Therapy is not something I will do.
To my friends and family im their therapist.  

Give Jesus a chance and he'll change this situation for you. Go to Church, read the Bible, Repent.  

I find that if I'm depressed, listening to music usually helps. Also, doing productive activities (it can be literally anything) can help get your mind off of your depression and onto the task at hand. Everyone is different, but those are two things that sometimes help me out.  

Posted by HeadJoker

Give Jesus a chance and he'll change this situation for you. Go to Church, read the Bible, Repent.

Are you serious????

Sardon, try and find hobbies you enjoy that distract you, also, sometimes it helps to talk about things with other people or problems you have and stuff like that - don't look at it like therapy just pretend it's a normal conversation. Feel free to message me at anytime.  

Posted by JayC

I find that if I'm depressed, listening to music usually helps. Also, doing productive activities (it can be literally anything) can help get your mind off of your depression and onto the task at hand. Everyone is different, but those are two things that sometimes help me out.

Music generaly does the opposite effect on me...
growing up with musicians has made me dislike licening to music
Unless im puting a zelda bgm while playing graal.

Posted by Colin

Are you serious????

Sardon, try and find hobbies you enjoy that distract you, also, sometimes it helps to talk about things with other people or problems you have and stuff like that - don't look at it like therapy just pretend it's a normal conversation. Feel free to message me at anytime.

what hobbies?
I play games
Watch movies and tv shows
Run a guild and create websites.
Dream

Posted by HeadJoker

Give Jesus a chance and he'll change this situation for you. Go to Church, read the Bible, Repent.

Have not picked the bible up in a while Maybe I should read it again.


Something ive always known about myself is I often at any time just start getting in deep conversations with myself (through thaughts) my closest friend is myself....
I have many friends but my role is to help others ...not many of them can really help with my problems.  

My tip is don't listen to sad musics c:  

Posted by Asaiki

My tip is don't listen to sad musics c:

http://www.terriblefate.com like this?  

Stay home from school and binge watch The Office.

Works like a charm.  

Posted by Sardon

http://www.terriblefate.com like this?

****ing scared the **** out off me  

Posted by Asaiki

****ing scared the **** out off me

Lmao, or you can play the game and live under constant anxiety of the moon ****ing crushing the world.

Also this:  

Posted by 5hift

Lmao, or you can play the game and live under constant anxiety of the moon ****ing crushing the world.

Also this:

**** no nope too ****ing scary for not a scary game I hate this it was my terrible fate of pressing that link.  

Posted by 5hift

Stay home from school and binge watch The Office.

Works like a charm.

Have exams now staying home will result in a fail.

Posted by 5hift

Lmao, or you can play the game and live under constant anxiety of the moon ****ing crushing the world.

Also this:

I love majoras mask

Damn that moon has always creeped the crap outa me

The moon looks constipated and looks like its taking 72 hours to get its shît out.

Posted by Asaiki

**** no nope too ****ing scary for not a scary game I hate this it was my terrible fate of pressing that link.

Its scarry when I was a child I refused to play it and would just play ocarina of time again or a computer game because the games atmosphere is messed up ut the game is fun , if you like oot you would want this game, u can use the power of masks to do stuff like turn into a goron.

Just do not watch ben drowned.  

Don't worry.Everyone pass through a time when they feel **** about themselves and vget depressed all of a sudden.Seeking a therapist is just full time ****** So don't think about going to one.

What you can do is play online games like gta V with teamchat setup.Belive me,playing online games really helps when you are doing it with friends.Stop thinking about the bitchy stuff in your life.Think about happy things...like butterflies (i do that lol)

If you ever want to play Payday:the heist with me,feel free to pm me dood.

I'm really having a hell lot of trouble getting into med.school.Not even 85% (which is the aggregate of a total of 28 tests),i'll still not be able to confirm a spot...and thinking about that throws me deeeeeeppp in the valley of despair.But,if we don't overcome it our lives will fade away like flowing sand.

cheers mate<3

Posted by HeadJoker

Give Jesus a chance and he'll change this situation for you. Go to Church, read the Bible, Repent.

Lol don't joke bro.  

R.I.P Serden  

Even though now, I've been depressed for the whole year, nothing cheers me up. Absolute nothing. Funny shows, youtube videos, and other crazy activities, it felt the same.

Though, i have been experiencing these too much, what I do, is the opposite. I want to hear other people problems, my problems are too complicated, complex and misunderstood, and I help them recover, and it brings me up a bit for a bit.

Just like a counselor, I like to hear other people's problems, and share them to others. Fixing them and etc. I like to see other people happy other than me. Its rather sad, but most people think I'm a therapist everywhere.