I would've looked at my abs and look at parts and touch parts and play.  

I'd wonder why I couldn't turn to see the full front of my face  

Honestly, I think it'd be a tough life to wake up as a picture  

girls don't care about confidence when you're legit 9+/10.  

Posted by NM

girls don't care about confidence when you're legit 9+/10.

No, but your life cares. Personal self-esteem is your inner experience; and having low self-esteem in an attractive body opens you up even more to an endless assortment of predators.  

Yeah antago ur right thanks  

Posted by NM

Yeah antago ur right thanks

You're welcome; I had no idea I was handsome, and I hated myself forever. Recently I've been told that my friends literally just thought I was a model when they met me and didn't understand when I told them that I've always struggled not to think of myself as ugly. Not only was the low self-esteem difficult, but the overwhelming jealousy from others who were constantly cursing me in retrospect—which I couldn't see; also the countless people who have lied to me, used me, only wanted me around to pickup guys & girls, and then of course some much darker sides of life.

Feeling good about yourself must be nurtured inwardly, regardless of your appearance—and suddenly changing in appearance often shows some of the most monstrous sides of people who just go out and use it to sleep with whoever they want, intentionally making other people feel inferior, and using their looks to get ahead without using their soul to create.

I don't know what you look like, but often times people are only a few steps away from looking gorgeous—and I'd encourage you to treasure your inner self experiencing your life more than those carnal lusts. You're worth more, not that you don't deserve to look and feel good about that part of yourself. :-) Best wishes