Life is not in the excess, abundance, and ease. Life is a balance between sattva, tamas, & rajas.

Having everything given to you, or being given a gift & being upset because you want it all—can certainly depress you.

Most people don't realize that the "powers of the world" are monsters. They are men who have been rewarded usually by inheritance, which itself is a long line of immoral accumulation. The notion that "they are the beacon of success" is only a sales pitch for money. That is, money is only worth as much as you choose to believe in it. But at the level these people are at, the system rewards ruthlessness & charm; charm & ruthlessness is a tireless pursuit of only the most empty, sociopathic creatures. They never get tired of acting, charming, taking, and conquest (nor do they feel remorse)—and thus the "powers" and "successful" people in the world glamorized for their financial leverage, and all the lies & facades they drape themselves with—is just a dangling worm for their own control.

The more people believe in it, the more life will continue to imprison goodness.

Good people, however, realize that there is so much more deep in the imagination & heart, and "being given everything" isn't particularly the answer. Preserving reality and "existing" isn't the only answer.

Sometimes when you can't go up—what you need is tamas: Shivanic destruction to break the cocoon.

But the word destruction scares people … They don't know that it is one of the three primary forces of all reality, and the sociopaths have used their media to scare people away from "destruction" unless it involves enslaving themselves to their wars.

But—you must learn tamas to break free, eventually.  

Posted by Conquest

Life is not in the excess, abundance, and ease. Life is a balance between sattva, tamas, & rajas.

Having everything given to you, or being given a gift & being upset because you want it all—can certainly depress you.

Most people don't realize that the "powers of the world" are monsters. They are men who have been rewarded usually by inheritance, which itself is a long line of immoral accumulation. The notion that "they are the beacon of success" is only a sales pitch for money. That is, money is only worth as much as you choose to believe in it. But at the level these people are at, the system rewards ruthlessness & charm; charm & ruthlessness is a tireless pursuit of only the most empty, sociopathic creatures. They never get tired of acting, charming, taking, and conquest (nor do they feel remorse)—and thus the "powers" and "successful" people in the world glamorized for their financial leverage, and all the lies & facades they drape themselves with—is just a dangling worm for their own control.

The more people believe in it, the more life will continue to imprison goodness.

Good people, however, realize that there is so much more deep in the imagination & heart, and "being given everything" isn't particularly the answer. Preserving reality and "existing" isn't the only answer.

Sometimes when you can't go up—what you need is tamas: Shivanic destruction to break the cocoon.

But the word destruction scares people … They don't know that it is one of the three primary forces of all reality, and the sociopaths have used their media to scare people away from "destruction" unless it involves enslaving themselves to their wars.

But—you must learn tamas to break free, eventually.

Wtf are those  

Posted by Mangsi

Wtf are those

Existence is a flickering spark with rhythm. It creates an inexplicably elongated chorus. Between each moment could literally be millions of years; it doesn't matter, because time is relative.

That's beyond your understanding, perhaps. But what's vital here to understand how you must navigate your health.

There are two states to the flicker: Light & Dark. The flip of the coin itself would be creation.

Destruction isn't the opposite of creation; destruction is the opposite of preservation. We are living in the rhythm of the flicker, and it has created everything we see; humans have fabricated society & behavior a long time ago and it gets remembered in the species itself through the word & art. When we are born, we are able to acquire any of the knowledge that has been created, if we can get ahold of it and translate it.

Well, these forces & beliefs have fabricated clouds of so-called realities, which are nothing more than prescribed dreams. The drone ants of the dream keep the dream functioning.

However, not every dream (society) is good for you all the time, and you can fall into a rut—because the force of preservation can cause you to become immeasurably bored, and others to lose touch with reality (considering you the crazy one for being sane enough to notice that reality is boring the life out of you).

Thus, in order to continue enjoying creation—you have two choices: Preserve the narrative of the matrix, or take the red pill. The dream matrix will almost always tell you to conform, because that is how it was forged into being in the first place: Collective conformity.

However, for your own well-being you may need to expand your mind and learn the Whole truth & nothing but the truth so help me God.  

Posted by DJ Meow

whatsup with everyone on graalians being depressed?
#PerksOfBeingATeen

You do realise teens can get depression aswell? Are you that uneducated?  

Posted by SomeGuy

You do realise teens can get depression aswell? Are you that uneducated?

He is, just don't even bother with him.  

Posted by Conquest

Existence is a flickering spark with rhythm. It creates an inexplicably elongated chorus. Between each moment could literally be millions of years; it doesn't matter, because time is relative.

That's beyond your understanding, perhaps. But what's vital here to understand how you must navigate your health.

There are two states to the flicker: Light & Dark. The flip of the coin itself would be creation.

Destruction isn't the opposite of creation; destruction is the opposite of preservation. We are living in the rhythm of the flicker, and it has created everything we see; humans have fabricated society & behavior a long time ago and it gets remembered in the species itself through the word & art. When we are born, we are able to acquire any of the knowledge that has been created, if we can get ahold of it and translate it.

Well, these forces & beliefs have fabricated clouds of so-called realities, which are nothing more than prescribed dreams. The drone ants of the dream keep the dream functioning.

However, not every dream (society) is good for you all the time, and you can fall into a rut—because the force of preservation can cause you to become immeasurably bored, and others to lose touch with reality (considering you the crazy one for being sane enough to notice that reality is boring the life out of you).

Thus, in order to continue enjoying creation—you have two choices: Preserve the narrative of the matrix, or take the red pill. The dream matrix will almost always tell you to conform, because that is how it was forged into being in the first place: Collective conformity.

However, for your own well-being you may need to expand your mind and learn the Whole truth & nothing but the truth so help me God.

Man, where do you get the time?  

Ok basically u need to get out of the house more. Assuming you're at least 16 u should get a job, so u have responsibility and get some space from your parents. And @Antago just shut up u clown lol  

Posted by Distorted_P2P

Man, where do you get the time?

I write, and it takes me 30 seconds.  

Posted by Distorted_P2P

Man, where do you get the time?

Leave Antago alone you rodent.  

I could be wrong, but "Depression" in teens, is because they are motivated in the wrong ways.
They get into bad habbits of TV, Social Media, video games, websites. And they use all of their mental energy on that, and then they don't do anything REAL with their time.
Solving problems in Math, Computer Science, or anything like that helps you feel a REAL sense of victory. Learning new things that will be useful in life help. Working at a job and making money helps, getting real friends or a real girlfriend, help. Anything away from the... Bs like this website. Come back to this Website when you have enough REAL things going on in your life, to make time for the fake things like TV, Websites, and video games. (making your own website, TV show and video game is actually good for your mental health, it involves solving problems and achieving something, but sitting around watching/playing things, aren't going to help you in life)  

Posted by qes

I could be wrong, but "Depression" in teens, is because they are motivated in the wrong ways.

What do you mean by "depression in teens"? Are you saying it isn't real when a teenager feels depressed?

Posted by qes

They get into bad habbits of TV, Social Media, video games, websites. And they use all of their mental energy on that, and then they don't do anything REAL with their time.

Huh? I don't understand how any of those things are bad habits.

Posted by qes

Solving problems in Math, Computer Science, or anything like that helps you feel a REAL sense of victory.

A lot of people don't like those things.

Posted by qes

Learning new things that will be useful in life help. Working at a job and making money helps,

Not everyone is able to get a job.

Posted by qes

getting real friends or a real girlfriend, help.

Every depressed person who uses the internet has no friends? Also, what does a "real girlfriend" even mean?

Posted by qes

Anything away from the... Bs like this website. Come back to this Website when you have enough REAL things going on in your life, to make time for the fake things like TV, Websites, and video games.

I'm sure this website isn't his life. Many people come here to check up on what is going on, usually when they're bored.

Posted by qes

(making your own website, TV show and video game is actually good for your mental health,

How do you expect a teenager still in high school/college to do any of those things?  

Love when a ****** takes everything the wrong way.
Anyways Incase anybody else like CM doesn't know how to read, I listed examples of habits that people do for HOURS, TV, Social Media, ect, that can lead to be sad because your literarly spending hours doing nothing with your life.
Then I listed some examples with constructive ways to spend your time, explaining how getting USEFUL things accomplished, will make you feel better than spending TOO MUCH time on BS.
And when I say teens in depression, I say that because teens are always the moody ones, they are developing. You shouldn't take medication to fix a problem that can be fixed by accomplishing real life goals. If you have a goodjob, good friends, a good girlfriend, good hobbies(working out, reading books, writing ect), and work hard in school, and you still aren't happy, then you probably actually suffer from depression.  

Posted by qes

Love when a ****** takes everything the wrong way.

Love when people can't have open discussion and immediately refer to people who disagree with them as a "******".  

Posted by qes

I could be wrong, but "Depression" in teens, is because they are motivated in the wrong ways.
They get into bad habbits of TV, Social Media, video games, websites. And they use all of their mental energy on that, and then they don't do anything REAL with their time.
Solving problems in Math, Computer Science, or anything like that helps you feel a REAL sense of victory. Learning new things that will be useful in life help. Working at a job and making money helps, getting real friends or a real girlfriend, help. Anything away from the... Bs like this website. Come back to this Website when you have enough REAL things going on in your life, to make time for the fake things like TV, Websites, and video games. (making your own website, TV show and video game is actually good for your mental health, it involves solving problems and achieving something, but sitting around watching/playing things, aren't going to help you in life)

true, my life was simple. i just needed 1 thing that i like and trust.

it's sort of a 'god figure' to me. until i was 13, i had a gundam figure and i drew games (copy-cat of runescape stats) on my notebook (cuz i was restricted to play game for more than an hour). then i have grown out of those things and got into games. so my 'god' changed from toy to games. i had few games like Legends series, which didn't last that long. usually kept me motivated for 1-5 months (grind game). I also played Godswar, it only lasted 6 months, bc it's P2W. so I sticked with Graal until now, but as soon as i got 10k wins. i was just too tired to run.

then I looked around, i was naive to everything else. I can't even run 5 miles (at once), I don't even attend any social events, I didn't even do any sports (i used to), there were just so many things that i've missed in high school. so i was heavily disappointed in myself and games all got boring all the sudden, so there's no 'god figure' encouraging me.

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actually let me rewrite this. i was actually doing well until 10th grade. i took taekwondo, had a really good best friend(went back to brazil), i played soccer afternoon(just for fun), i was getting good grades, i played different MMOs and was always excited about it.

11th grade. my best friend is gone, but i saw this girl paula, she was beautiful. so she kind of made me motivated. i was good at math, so i had a good image to her. i stopped TKD, cuz it was getting pricy. this is when i kind of got bored of changing games and decided to stick with graal and started to make youtube videos. a lot of them.

12th grade. school is easy on me, i also got accepted to colleges. everything seems so peaceful and quiet. but i feel lost. i still play graal, but i spend more time being on the forum, reading, watching vids on utube. and always question myself, what am i doing? what am i gonna do in the future?
then i looked at a mirror one day and my mental was just gone. my eyes were like a dead person, unmotivated.


I watched a movie called 'The Lifeguard (2013)', very R-rated movie, but the first 10-15 min of the movie is what i was like.  

Posted by Zetectic

i don't exactly identify it as a depression. it's more of a combination of laziness + tiredness. it's more like im living a too comfy life that turned to super lazy life idk. might force myself to workout and read books tomorrow.


i thought over it carefully. I think the depression or whatever i am facing became obvious when I reached 10k wins on graal and there's nothing else to do or that particularly interests me.

But why would you gain anything at all in the first place on a game?