I'm also part "Native American"; not sure who you think you're preaching to; and living as a homosexual undiagnosed with Asperger's and body-dysmorphia (the leading cause of suicide) while all of my childhood accomplishments were robbed from me and my family scapegoated me. I have no family, no spouse, no kids, no money, I can't get a job due to my obsessive compulsive disorders. Most people just look at me and see an intelligent, talented, handsome white man and assume I know no pain or suffering and exploit my good nature, lie to me, charm me or judge me, take what they want and call me pathetic & blame me for doing it because I can't keep a job and don't have money, a house, or a family; people promise you the world all the time to get what they want, and they obsess over vanity. They build up your need for love and exploit it.

You can't do **** in this country without a family, love, or money. I'm not sure what you mean by "living comfortably". I've wanted to die every day of my life and it takes all my strength to stop myself from collapsing, ripping my wrist open, and letting it all go